Friday 3rd October 2014: Its a Number's Game

We have been trying to conceive for 1737 days. I have inserted 288 pessaries into my vagina. I have had around 108 injections in my belly and at least 24 internal scans: I couldn't count the blood tests I have had or the number of tablets I have taken. I had 26 big follies on my fresh cycle. They collected 15 eggs from my ovaries. Using ICSI my husband and I became parents to 4 embabies. I have had 3 embryo transfers. 2 BFNs. 1 positive test. I have no baby. I am the 1 in 4 that suffer a lost.